My body was stifled,
My mind was crippled,
I felt I’d aged in many ways.
I’d lost control,
Fell in to a deep, dark hole,
I tried my best to remain brave.
My life crumbled,
When I spoke I bumbled,
My body ached with every breath.
I wanted it to stop,
I didn’t know who I was,
People said it was all in my head.
I cried and I screamed,
I wished and I dreamed,
About the life my health took away.
I mourned and I bargained,
But then I realised I was determined,
To claw back my stolen parade.
I began digging and shouting,
Sure, I had times of doubting,
But I began to unearth the pieces.
See, the jigsaw of me,
Why I felt so terribly,
Needed perseverance in putting together the reasons.
Piece by piece, I discovered another part,
And as I worked on each,
It restored a part of my heart.
I started to see this light of hope,
Although at times it was dimmed again,
When I hit a new low.
But with every wall I came up against,
I smash on through,
And reclaimed control over my health,
Which you can do, too.
It was perseverance, determination and will power that drove,
And now I am my own health advocate living the life I always deserved to own.
See, you can’t give up the fight you know you ought to win,
So don’t stop fighting for answers,
You’ve got this, keep swimming.
If you found this article informative, useful, helpful or in other words are grateful you stumbled across it, please consider helping me keep The Invisible Hypothyroidism running, so that we can carry on building a strong community, spreading awareness and helping each other. Running the site comes at the expense of my personal time and money from my own pocket. You can make a one-off or monthly donation to support me keeping this website going, by clicking the button below.
To get notified of all my posts, blogs and articles, like my Facebook page here: https://www.facebook.com/TheInvisibleHypothyroidism/
And follow me on Instagram.
I run a Facebook group, called Thyroid Family: Hypothyroidism Advice & Support Group. This group is for underactive thyroid/hypothyroidism patients only, and not medical professionals or anyone else. If you have any questions on living with hypothyroidism, or want some support, help or advice, please join us.
I also run a group for the spouses, partners and other halves of hypothyroid patients, called Hypothyroid Patients Other Halves – Support & Advice Group. This is for the other halves only and not patients.